Lately, there’s has been this longing in my heart…
… this desire…
… to have nothing else but God.
I wish I could just sell everything.
Or give it all away, for that matter.
To have no other responsibilities but to trust in God for everything.
I just want Him.
It’s almost as if everything else is just a distraction.
My wife is not too keen on just bing a tent and living in a field.
I tell her, “God will provide everything!”
But, she just gives me that look…
Yeah, you know the look.
The more my life remains entangled with all this stuff, the more I wonder if it’s really all detrimental.
I’m all into social media.
Is it all necessary?
I use it a lot personally, I do it for work, and I think there is value when using it well…
… but is there a cost?
Are we becoming more dependent on methods of proclaiming the gospel, and less on the One whom the gospel proclaims?
On a personal note, this has in no way diminished my use of the various platforms.
But I wonder if it should.
Does this make me a hypocrite?
I’m not preaching against it, but simply asking questions regarding value.
Ah… I’m rambling now.
Quite simply, my thoughts are this:
There’s a hunger in me that needs to be quenched…
… I know that the One that can quench it is the Lord.
Now, how to do I get to that place—so desperate and set apart, that He comes in such a way that my heart is satisfied by Him and Him alone?